The Day

THE DAY
They came this morning,
to tell me you had past.
To tell me that,at 6’ a.m this morning,
your pain was gone at last.

My Mother drove me to your house.
Opening the door to your house was different then before.
Your sister ran down the stairs,
her pain apparent in her face
I gave her a hug to try and comfort her in this painful time and place.

Then I saw everyone there.
Your Grandparents, your Family,
And your friends.
My mom said, “I am sorry hunny”
and “He was so young”
but I did not want to hear that then.
It makes everything so final,as if your death can be postponed.
I tried to go see you.
I could not.
I am sorry for that, and I miss you a lot.

Your mom came downstairs,
and went to her room.
You would be proud.
She is being so strong,
so strong for who?

They brought you downstairs and out of the house,
and out of the house is where you are
and where you will forever be.
-Lacey

Last weekend of january 09

This weekend has been fabulous. No drama. Shawn and I had a wonderful day spent together saturday. My parents came over and helped us in the font yard which just make's me smile when I walk up. The rest of the day was just us. We went to dinner at Chuy's ad neverything was just wonderful. The salsa was great. The strawberry margarita was great. The enchiladas were great. Shawn and I just really enjoyed being together and I think it was a much needed good evening. We went to and say the new Underworld movie after and had a great time! Ok so I am saying great to much.
Today we went to lunch with matthew and mallory. Then Mallory and I have a girls day. We went and scooped out a place for her reception site, which I think might be a really good spot for them. We went to the domain after that and had fun shopping. I got a new pair of sneakers from aldo for 20 bucks! They were on sale from 60! I was so happy becuase my other ones were falling about. We then went and got a few chick flicks and a pizza. We ate the whole thing!!! hee hee oh well, we had a good time.
Shawn is at his brothers super bowl party, so I thought now was a good time to update this. My classes are going good as of now. My life is feeling balanced. I am in no way bored with anything because I am still very busy. I just fill very fulfilled. I love that I am helping my sister. I love spending time with her and my nephew. Maybe this is just me being in a great mood or something but I just feel balanced and content with where I am right now. I hope my mood stays this way!